What a NEWS

Chinese parents are known for their willingness to do anything for the happiness of their children, and for Yang Qinji, a 68-year-old father, it meant death.

On March 27, Qinji, a teacher, killed himself by jumping into the Salisbury sea in Hong Kong, a day after he managed to help his 29-year-old daughter meet her icon, Hong Kong pop star Andy Lau. He left a posthumous letter pleading with Lau to meet his daughter one more time, reported sina.com, a leading Chinese web portal.

Yang Lijuan, the daughter, fell strongly for Lau after having a dream about him- a picture in her room bears the words "You walk close to me, and we fell in love with each other." She had quit school and turned into a full-time-die-hard fan of Andy Lau.

Over the past 12 years, she has, through various means, expressed her admiration for Lau, and attended his concerts or fan meetings whenever possible, making two trips to Hong Kong and six to Beijing.

However, the daughter's craze for Lau also caused a huge economic burden to the not-so-rich family.

In 2004, in order to raise money for her second trip to Hong Kong, Qinji sold their home, and the family has since lived in a rented house. In 2006, he even considered selling his kidney to pay for his daughter's third Hong Kong trip, causing a media outcry.

"We have no choice. We feel our hearts aching to see the child tortured. We only hope things will change after a meeting with the icon," Qinji was quoted as saying during an interview.

Lijuan finally met Lau during his birthday celebrations on March 25 and had pictures taken with him.

But the woman was still far from satisfied, which the father attributed to Lau for failing to meet her privately.

He threatened to kill himself if a private meeting with Lau was not arranged, before commiting suicide a day later.

In his 12-page posthumous letter, he blamed Lau for the family tragedy and slammed him as "selfish", pleading with him to "meet Yang Lijuan."

Lau's agency issued a statement expressing shock over Qinji's death and released three pictures of the star with Lijuan.

Despite losing her father, Lijuan still wishes for a private meeting with Lau.

Appreciate ya Mom...n ya Dad too...before it's too late...

When you were 8 years old,

your mom handed you an ice cream.

You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old,

she paid for ya piano lessons.

You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old,

she drove you all day,

from soccer to football to one birthday party after another.

You thanked her by jumping out from the car and never looking back to say goodbye.

When you were 11 years old,

she took you and your friends to the movies.

You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old,

she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.

You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13 years old,

she suggested a haircut that was becoming.

You thanked her by telling her tat she had no taste.

When you were 14 years old,

she paid for a month away at summer camp.

You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15 years old,

she came home from work, looking for a hug.

You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16 years old,

she taught you how to drive her car.

You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17 years old,

she was expecting an important call.

You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18 years old,

she cried at your high school graduation.

You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19 years old,

she paid for your college tuition,

drove you to campus and carried your bags.

You thanked her by saying goodbye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25 years old,

she helped to pay for your wedding,

and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.

You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50 years old,

she fell ill and needed you to takecare of her.

You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.

And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART....

_ _"kiss me in the water"_ _

Pick the one that defines you

_ _"kiss me in the rain"_ _
single whatever happens, happens.



_ _"kiss me in the snow"_ _
taken && loving every second of it.



_ _"kiss me when no one is watching"_ _
like someone but they don't like you back.



_ _"kiss me in the wind"_ _
like someone who is taken.



_ _"kiss me in the water"_ _
confused about your love life.



_ _"kiss me at sunset"_ _
single, not hating it, not loving it,
just waiting for a certain someone.



_ _"kiss me at midnight"_ _
wish you could go back in time.



_ _"kiss me in the dark"_ _
your single & like someone.



_ _"kiss me"_ _
single.



Wat's LOVE??????
A game??? Or sth to play wif???
Love Begins With a Smile….
Grows With a Kiss…
and
Ends With a Tear...
Tat's LOVE...

Time's Up

It's time to let go everything...
Start a new life...a new journey...n a new ME...

Emm...most of my frens got their own car right after they passed their driving test...
Except me...hahaz...the slowest (haiz...alwiz)...in everything
Wat to do...mummy said , " Gal , u r still young n u've jz passed ya driving test...oh...n look look...u can't even drive properly...sorry...u have to drive my old car. At least....at least when u langgar sth or scratch tiok the car...I'm not so sim tia..." T-T sob....Oklorr.....
In fact , I should have feel lucky n grateful tat I've got a car to drive...wel...at least not a lousy one n I dun have to maintain d car on my own...hehez...It's a gd thing after all....=D

* Oooi....Max...Got ya new car d? How is it? Aha...fun eh? Jz now saw u sooo kin jiong soooo excited...hahaz....Bei tahan nia. Said me mulut celupar. Congrats lorr!!! Hahaz....
Happy Maintaining ya Car then!!! =p *

那一年的我们。。。一起走过的日子。。。

rong & irene....ang gugu...=p

=p
my cutie grandma....=D
Warden Traffic 2006
irene , me , jia n yi...at Gurney Plaza
rong n me...lying there...pei yi....=p
lolz....duty time still can take picture....

hug hug....xD

yippie!!!!
wanna pose like 'qian shou guan yin' de but end up doing tis...pose...swtzz...
me n Joe
lian , me n en
rong n me... frens4eva.....=p
S5F 2006


是否大家都已经开始变了?

那一段难以释怀的日子, 我都会把它们永远藏在心中。。。
艰辛？我忘了。。。

我只记得有回忆就有我们。。。

朋友们。。。珍重了！！！

心疼。。。

这是我留给你的伤。。。
这是你留给我的泪。。。
我折过无数次的纸飞机但第一次蕴着泪。。。
你感受到眼泪的伤心吗？不要怀疑，这就是你的泪其中还包含了我的泪。。。
不知蕴着泪的飞机会重吗？会像我的心情那么重吗？
我想会，因为眼泪不只有你的伤还有我的悲。
我的心和你的泪早已化作纸飞机，但却有彼此的泪，它会失去重心吗？
附着泪的纸飞机，会失去重心而堕落吗？如果会，它会选择在哪个方向堕落？
我想它会，因为，它已经带着我的希望偏朝你的方向飞。
就算蕴着泪的纸飞机会有多重都好，它还是会带着我为我们编织的梦飞出窗外，成为天空的一份子形成了我们之间的梦
每一次回想你的出现都让我不自觉地在我心里用刀狠狠地割上画上永久的爱情痕迹
我的粗心让你失望了，就像蚕丝虫选择自我灭之
举止的大方告诉我，你静默地忘了我的过错
在我心里，你的出现就像石头沉入河面而引起的涟漪但却未能道尽一切
我说我要当雨后的彩虹可昨晚并没有雨滴。。。
我当不成你的彩虹也不会永久，所以我伤心。。。真的很伤心。。。
我多么希望收到老天爷的email，歉疚地说：“对不起，我弄错了天气。”
我的左手今天有话对你说，你肯花时间听吗？
想听？很简单，用你的右手听。。。

Fall sick...T-T...
Heart broken....
Need a long time to recover...
No mood blogging d...

爱情。。。

。。。香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害。。。不要轻易说爱 ，许下的承诺就是欠下的债。。。老鼠对猫说我爱你 ，猫说你走开 ，老鼠流泪走开 ，谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪。。。其实有一种爱情叫做放弃。。。风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险。。。女人善变的是脸 ，男人善变的是心。。。在爱情的世界里 ，没有谁对不起谁 ，只有谁不懂珍惜谁。。。遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开。。。要镇记得抓紧爱情 ，而不是抓伤彼此的感情。。。不要忘了真爱难寻。。。

Love is Blind n yet So Hurt...

He walks along
Walking all alone
But he can't see
That what he needs is me
He comes to me,
Then he'll leave again
He doesn't know
Just what it does to me
It hurts to see him
Walking all alone
It hurts, to be me,
To want but to not have him
But he can't see
That how much he hurts me
I take him back
Time and time again
But when he leaves
It happens all again
I'm hurt...
The pain...so unbearable...
And he...he doesn't know
He doesn't know my pain
Or how much he hurts me
He lives his life
Just fine without me
But me,
The wound was deeply carved into my heart
I hurt only for him
And all these time
He never realise...
I reach for him
Reaching so far...
But he's not there
He's gone away
Away once again
It do hurts me... lots...
But somehow
He'll jz never know...

Goodbye Is The Saddest Word

Mamma you gave life to me, turned a baby into a lady
And mamma all you had to offer was a promise of a lifetime of love
Now I know there is no other love like a mother's love for her child
And I know love's so complete, someday must leave, must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma you gave love to me, turned a young one into a woman
And Mamma all I ever needed was a guarantee of you loving me
Cause I know there is no other love like a mother's love for her child
And it hurts so that something's so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you give will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You'll take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you till forever comes
And when you need me I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, mamma
I'll be your beacon through the darkest night
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you till forever comes...

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
Till we meet again until then goodbye...